ALL OUT WITH ARI
have visions,hear voices,it started when I was fourteen,the year we moved to Athens,Father was away in America,I was alone,lonely,Yacinte seven years older, was lovely, friendly adored by everyone,I believe that my loneliness,depression,my descent into my own inferno triggered something that opened the door to the spirit world.I became possessed,the stage became another dimension, when I am up there I am in a trance,under the Emprise,it lasted twenty years,it was a gift, and what God gave he took it back.When I lost weight, my voice lost volume,range,its power of expression,God wanted me to stop singing,I did my share,another will take over,loosing weight,my voice was His way to end my destiny.What he gave he took it back.
have visions,hear voices,it started when I was fourteen,the year we moved to Athens,Father was away in America,I was alone,lonely,Yacinte seven years older, was lovely, friendly adored by everyone,I believe that my loneliness,depression,my descent into my own inferno triggered something that opened the door to the spirit world.I became possessed,the stage became another dimension, when I am up there I am in a trance,under the Emprise,it lasted twenty years,it was a gift, and what God gave he took it back.When I lost weight, my voice lost volume,range,its power of expression,God wanted me to stop singing,I did my share,another will take over,loosing weight,my voice was His way to end my destiny.What he gave he took it back.
When I told Ari he laughed :
--- What do you think ?
--- You 're crazy,demented !
--- You 're crazy,demented !
--- Darling,one hundred years from today, people will remember me,you hate me for that.
You are jealous of my fame, my destiny,they make you sick
--- B...!
----You didn't make the list,this century had four geniuses in the field of Arts,Balanchine and Callas,Picasso and Stravinsky,there is no glory nor immortality for a boucanier, however rich.
I didn't want to say it but I did,it just came out the day he kicked me out of the Christina for the dawned sisters'cruise,Jackie Kennedy and Lee.
From that day he hated me,put me down, humiliated me in from of his croonies,the servants,I saw through him,he never forgave ,when I told him it was the beginning of the end,what little love or admiration he had for me turned into hatred,jealousy,he started beating me in from of the crew, his friends,and the few friends I could invite on the boat.He wanted to humiliate me,we knew each other well,we were both possessed ,I by the demon of music he was possessed by some entities, without them he would not have achieved so much in his own field.
I didn't want to say it but I did,it just came out the day he kicked me out of the Christina for the dawned sisters'cruise,Jackie Kennedy and Lee.
From that day he hated me,put me down, humiliated me in from of his croonies,the servants,I saw through him,he never forgave ,when I told him it was the beginning of the end,what little love or admiration he had for me turned into hatred,jealousy,he started beating me in from of the crew, his friends,and the few friends I could invite on the boat.He wanted to humiliate me,we knew each other well,we were both possessed ,I by the demon of music he was possessed by some entities, without them he would not have achieved so much in his own field.
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