20 November 1960
I like older men,Father was in his forties when I was born,was is the reason?
Titta was twenty eight years my senior, and when it lasted I loved him a la folie.
I didn't succeed through the casting couch:Je ne suis pas une putain.
I use my sex drive,my raging hormones are the fuel that drive me,Mother was like that,over-sexed,but had no talent,no gift,no ambition.She knew how to use people,pushed and pulled everyone ,Father dumped her,Jackie became a high class prostitute,the mistress of the Embiricos family's heir.I was not yet fourteen when we moved back to Greece,the eight years in Athens gave me courage and tenacity,the more fun they had at my expense at the Conservatories the more determined I became,I wanted to become the greatest to get even,to show them.Anger,hatred drove me,possession set me apart and above,I sensed I was different,had something the others didn't ,was possessed by some inner demons,the demon of music.
This century had four genuises in the Aarts,Balanchine,Callas,Pic
--- They create,you interprete
--- Nothing is further from the truth,when I sing I create,listen with your mind,ears and soul and you will see.An aria is a canvas where I paint with sounds,a musical landscape,you see love,despair music and drama,an aria is a moment in the life of a woman living,loving and suffering.
---" Musicality is the capability to make people see the music",I do that and much more.
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